MRI Experience

I had an MRI of the brain with contrast on Monday 8/13/18.  First timer.  Checked in, waiting just a  couple of minutes, then was escorted to the dressing room to change into paper tops and bottoms.

The tube feels like sitting in the middle seat on a full economy flight overseas.

The noise at first sounded like the test of the emergency broadcasting system.  Following staccato sounding beeps resonating a pulsing shiatsu massage.  After more words of encouragement from the tech, she injected contrast dye to my right upper arm then back in the tube for a few more minutes.

The End. It was faster than I thought.  

The Greatest Showman

Snuck away yesterday morning to join some of my framily to watch a movie downtown. Some of them have watched this movie multiple times... so I decided to check it out as my "self-care" moment aka me, myself, and I time

-the GREATEST show is happening right in front of your eyes

I watched my kid this morning.

When my eyes opened this morning, seeing you facing me

one hand hugging me, moved an inch closer to snuggle me

My everything

Blessed to be alive

Living the Dream
I hope to remember this forever

GOD works in mysterious ways.

Maybe I got this twisted for real. 

PATIENCE

The word of the day.

Priorites

Background:
"You can't take care of others unless you take care of yourself." Being in the mindset to give selflessly to those you love, you often forget to take care of yourself.  It doesn't matter if you sacrifice sleep in order to spend time with the one you love.  When it comes down to it, what is your priority?

by 8-8-18

GOD is
LOVE babe + G
BREATHE
WATER is life
HEART pumps
NUTRITION nourishment

Where do you see yourself one year from today?

143#

GOING ZERO TO A HUNDRED BACK TO ZERO REAL QUICK

OK, so I could fill in what happened in between my last blog post to today but its a whole lot of shit cause you know life happens and shit happens and guess what? I just so happen to have raised a 1 year old going on 21.

So I hate to admit, but over the past year I googled a lot of shit. Some stuff I found informative, others straight garbage.  I am choosing to document my own connect the dot experiences.  Life just went into overdrive and shit just got real.

THANK GOD for a new day. Why does the thunderbolt throw you a mother fcuking curveball? Because mother fcuker, besides the obvious ideas of making you stronger, this LIFE is a mother F*ing TEST. KILL or be KILLED.

I WILL SURVIVE. 

LISTEN when GOD speaks