Friday, March 25, 2016

New Beginnings

Let Nature Take Her Course

The title of my blog came to me on a subconscious level many months ago when I first decided to start this. Reality is, nature definitely is taking her course.

Creating life is so surreal.  Feeling the movements from deep inside is such a crazy feeling.  I never thought in my life I would be so blessed to experience this.  I've been taking every moment, every feeling, and every experience for what it is and living in its current moment.

Dear Baby,
As you soon make your debut into this crazy world, keep that love in your heart. Somehow God blessed us and chose us to be your parents. I have no idea what to expect, but I do not fear.  God will not give us anything we could not handle.  Challenging at best, rewarding at most.  We will be on the journey of life together.  I pray that God will keep you safe, transition onto this earth with heavenly bliss, and keep you surrounded by your halo of peace. I know you will chose your own birthday, along with many other independent decisions in your life.  I pray you always choose your own God given path, live to your own potential, and continue to love and experience peace throughout your life.
One Love, Mama =)

I was never the one to dream that I would one day be a mother.  Mommy to my puppy of course, but not to an actual human. To be honest, I was okay with not having any children of my own.  I do not take the responsibility to raise another life being lightly.  It's crazy that you 'think' you have accepted one part of your life and then God throws your a curve ball.

As I start another chapter of life, I feel at peace.  I am completely open to all suggestions of learning.  Excited to share the things that I've done and the places I've been with you.  Now let nature take her course...

Feeling blessed.

With love and gratitude.